June and Jean Grae conversation about love

"Hey jean, I've been on a search for a relationship for quite sometime. But it seems that nothing good has came across to me. I get to know a girl, hang out and try to get to know them. But it turns out that they only want to be my friend. Nothing else comes after being there friend. I'm always told that I'm attractive, I'm very nice, and that I'm dope to hang out with. I don't know what I'm doing wrong? I guess what I'm saying.... I get to know a girl and when I go for the kill, they don't want nothing from but to be my friend. Well I just don't know what I'm doing wrong?" – juno

"Hi Juno,
Let's start with not using, 'go in for the kill.' I've gotten some interesting statements so far, lol... yours included. It sounds like you're already projecting a self-defeating attitude before you get anything substantial going. Rejection can do a whole lot to fuck up someone's confidence level, even if you believe like you're acting as if it isn't a blow to the ego or the way you're responding to women. Once again, 'go in for the kill' kinda gives your attitude about how you're proceeding away. Fall back a bit, focus on what it is you want and need in life, your goals and making the best decisions to be a fully rounded completely confident being. Like attracts like and the law of attraction rules. Project that happiness outwards and people will see it. They'll come to you. the RIGHT ones. You'll have to beat them off with a stick. But don't beat them off with a stick. That could land you in jail, and due to the incriminating evidence of this letter, it could be my fault. I don't want to be imprisoned, Samuel. Please put the stick down. Best of positive thinking to you, hon." - Jeannie

sa-ra and Jdavey

Hey whatsup, i kinda been tired from working a hard ass schedule. just about working 7 days a week,graveyard. well its a good hustle ,so far! well i last thursday i took off from work to go to the valentines day sa-ra and j*Davey show. Just about my blog is mostly about sa-ra and especially j*Davey. I dont know i guess thats what i listen to alot. but i like dope music like little brother,common,blu,prince,rick james,el debarge,outkast,boot camp clik, and of course sa-ra and j*Davey. well heres some pix from the night that i admire the most. the photographer took a pic of me,sam,and mike.i swear i look like a pig in the pic. here you go!!

J*Davey Performance ( I Felt she was just singing mr.mister for me ahhaha)


Left to Right(Mike,Me,Sammy Lo)


SA-RA CREATIVE PARTNERS



J*Davey Performance(Pic from my sidekick lx)


Jack Davey(all i can do is daydream , a brotha too scurred to buy her a drink)

12 hours of work,6pm to 6am

Man, last friday was payday and I couldn't believe all the work and o.t. I've done. So much of a hustle. So to celebrate my fattt ass check I decide to buy me a xbox 360 . And with that I bought call of duty 4(I guess that's what the kidds is playin lol) and I bought devil may cry 4..I should've got a psp. But I will get one on the next check.
Well I guess me playin video games will ease stress from other things I worry about. Such as trying to find love. But so far I've been thinking about getting my bars up on being a killer on call of duty 4. I've been playin live and my ass torn a new one in it. But its dope that I'm getting practice give me a couple months in . I will be official
My xbox live gamertag is
Junehoward
I got call of duty 4,devil may cry4,and I got street fighter 2 arcade hd

Friday night hustle

Hey whatsup friday night i took the night off from work. to go see one of my favorite groups,J*davey perform at LASC for the diesel pink party. it was classick!! they are performing this thursday with sa-ra . i just know that this thursday is going to be so sick!! as you can see in the pic i look so nervous. but i had a good time and we (sam,skinny,and me) went out to promote i didnt take no more pix after that because i feel that fullfilled my night just meeting my fav.group.

New And Improve Flyer for Valentines Day

Sa-Ra and Talib Kweli - Feel The Bass
Check out Sa-Ra with J*Davey

enter the dragon and a ruff draft

well i got up and find out my new schedule at work starting next week.
starting from now
tuesday feb,05 10:00pm-6am
wednesday feb.06 10pm-10am
thursday feb.07 im off
friday feb.08 10pm-6am
saturday feb.09 10pm-6am
sunday feb.10 10pm-6am
monday feb.11 10pm-6am
tuesday feb.12 10pm-6am
wednesday feb.13 10pm-6am
thursday feb.14 valentines day show i took off
friday feb.15 10pm-6am
saturday 10pm-6am
sunday off
and monday off

well right now im relaxing until the homie comes up and slide the goods to him

vday its poppin no joke

graveyard rush pt.2

Hey I'm on this graveyard hustle at this moment. And to say I like it. Daytime over here is busy. But since one of the guys that work the area quit. I've been taken his hours. So its going good. I'm not sleeping on the job well not yet..new york giants won this year superbowl. Whoppee-dee!! I'm not really excited about it..and ohh I was sleep lol. Good thing that happen today a last minute show came into place performing live sa-ra,and j*davey. I got the call to sponser it. So I should meet up with the folks and sign off on the contracts. Do the right thing came on this weekend on tvone . Just thinking of the hate what haters give reminds me of how radio rahiem explains the love and hate rings..

graveyard rush

Hey its superbowl weekend .. Giants vs patriots and at this point I really don't care who wins. I'm not a huge nfl fan. College football I will support that to the fulliest. It has more of a spirit to it. This month is black history month and also the birthday and the deathday of james "jay dee" yancey one of the most creative producer. . Well another week of overtime. But sux to say I won't be able to go to magic las vegas. This month because of work. But so far I going to form up a good collective of girls to do my promotion. Go to clubs reppin fresh kut ave. I'm going to also have flyers and stickers done. So if you wanna help on that . Let me know.
Plans for 2008
1. Finish www.freshkutave.com
2.release party
3.form up fresh kut ave. 1st year anniversary show
4. Should I go hip hop or electro hmmmm...