kcal 9 and hawiian punch

hey guys, i just been chilling out as usually working a lot of overtime. i cant say i'm in the best mood. but i made decision for myself to be comfortable in my life. that goes far as work,family,friends,and just life in general. in the world today,a lot of people at least have a flaw or something that don't have in there life. and the people that see that you don't have it. shows how they are very materialistic about things. whatever happen to accepting these missing things? and most of the time that person who hates that you have a flaw. don't have nothing for them self. and for that they are hiding there flaw. well the majority of those flaws mess up friends and relationship. which show a lot of materialism. i feel its time to change things around. if you dont like the flaw why dont you help fix the flaw.
friends come and friends go
you live life fast but you gotta live life slow

On Thursday Ish!!

Hey last month i copped peanut butter wolf's compliation of b-ball zombie war. taken a good listen to it. i really think its a dope compliation, i always been hype about whatever stones throw puts out. this album is worth playing in your system on a daily.



did you peep the paid dues festival! dude little brother,kool keith,and boot camp clik. im sooooo there yo! its going to be wild! because ima huge fan of those artist. period!!

Rainy Days

Well hey guys, sorry to all my readers . i've been working alot lately. they mess me up on my hours. sooo i've been acting a fiend to crack. taken as many hours i can get. "GOTTA GET THE MONEY!" I havent been in the best mood. i've been thinking about alot of things such as work,my life,my business,and my love life. well so far business for fresh kut ave. have been boomin'! My life, well other than being thankful to have a wonderful father and my oldest sister. Eversince my mother past away 6 going on 7 years ago. they have both been there. making sure that i went to school and made sure that i had dough in my pocket. last year in august my nephew past away . he was staying with me and my father at the time. he was the son of my oldest brother who is in jail in v.a. from that i've been looking for love. im searching for it but its not coming to me. i think i dont know how to act around women. because they seem to put me in the friendzone like quick or either they want to use me to obtain something. well back in the days i will date girls without my race (im black and filipino). but i really want to date a black girl with dope style and good personality. well when i think i found the one its like they dont want to have anything with me. i mean i work but i dont drive . and in l.a. if you trying to get around you gotta drive. but since i work the grave i tend not to drive. and i believe i need to renewal my license. well ima good guy, im not a horn dogg,and i love to eat and shopp especially for my lady . but i guess that lady doesnt want to see it. i aint no sugardaddy but i sort of got sugardaddy tendencies buying gifts and taken out to dinner. but i guess this post its about love. and no one wants the love to give :/

Valentines Day Karaoke

what I get for xmas?

So this last christmas I got the chance to hang out with my sister and my niece and my 2 nephews. My niece is 10 and my youngest nephew is 16 and the older one is 20. I was so excited to be spending my xmas time with my close family. Well right after that I went back home and the beginning of the week I got this girl (that was my so-called bestfriend) her xmas gift which was a nikon coolpix digital camera. And you ask what did she get me? Well that's a good question! She had got me 2 books. A book on langston hughes and a coffee table picture book. The thoughts going through my head was" either she's cheap or she thinking I'm stupid and I need to read" .well from what my gift was worth to hers. That shit didn't add up!! Some of yahh can say the thought counts. Shit!! that thought aint counting up to how much I spend on that camera!! she could've got me a psp or a ipod or some wii games maybe a jacket and a hat. She look like she went to the student store and bought both of those books with her lmu student card ..well another person I got a gift for was jenny b. I got her some shirts from el mercado . Brands by hellz bellz and some other stuff I can't remember . But they were dope!! And that came from the heart because she is cool peoples and I like her. And I didn't ask for nothing from her. Because I'm not expectin nothing from her. But to that other girl hum-bugg hahahaha

Cloverfield

2008 is here .. I can't call it how my new years is going. But one thing im excited about is the day when cloverfield to come out. It will be out in the movies on the 18th of this month. Well it suppose to be a monster like figure in the commercial well there is a link of what the monster looks like. its like a mixture of a whale,lobster,octopus looking monster. all i know i am excited to see it. the homie tiron is going to see the advanced screening at paramount tonight. i wish i could see it but its wack! the rsvp closed today. i stayed home tonight. i was going to go to this private party which was the blu and exile video shoot. this dude blu ask me to bring girls.. what i suppose to be some pimp. shiiiit!!! i wish !!

MF DOOM IMPOSTER

It has been the talk since new years day.. New Years Eve Deep Urban Breaks Show w/ Haika d'etat,2Mex,casual of hieroglyphics,and of course MF Doom.. Personally, I love MF Doom Music. From Operation Doomsday to Mm..Food they are all classicks. But I haven't been to a doom show before. But hearing from Friends and other fans ... he's not all that dope as far as performance. Well back to the Deep Urban Break show, well i wasn't there but rumor has it! that there was a imposter mf doom. and the homie post pix of the show and its a possible chance that it was a imposter .. you be the judge!!