im leaving

hey guys i was thinking about leaving los angeles and move somewhere else. i have my choice from san francisco,new york,and philly. well in september im taken the chance. but the only problem is that i have . im going to leave alot of things that i started out here. honest to tell you, i feel like shit!! all this work im bustin out here. time to make a change.. love life sux! work sux! music is alright! but its time for a change .

dreaming digital

Hey yahh! These past 2 days I've been thinking a whole lot and also theres sleepin,eating,and playing video games. What will be my plans really for the summer of 2008 and for the future? In a way I'm confused about what I want and what I want to do.. In a way I want love.. But is love going to be there or not.. Will change my life around as far as work. Will keep the same job in the future or will really go into the career I want. Is my new friends that I hang around .are they go to stay around? Well since I work grave..I have to sleep in the day. And I had a dream yesterday about me walkin a line of people and all of them were old and new friends . In the dream they was spittin on me pushin me around tellin me I'm a loser , that going to become nothing, and ima stay miserable my whole life. When I woke up, I just had that that dream on my mind,and just scared to think will that ever happen to me? It gives a bad chill.. And what makes it mored fuckd up its when you call your close ones and no one picks up.. This is going to give me grey hairs(oh lord!!).

2nd date with jane

Hey whatsup yahh blog cadets. This last saturday I went on my 2nd date with the lovely jane. Could you believe I got a second date?! Yup yup skippy I did. So luckly I clean my house just incase she had to use the restroom. Well she didn't have to ..haha..so the 1st part of our date we start with pinkberry . Note: she never had pinkberry before.. So I guess I broke that cherry for her to have pinkberry.. So right after we went to this shrimp spot called killer shrimp. Pretty dope spot and another good spot that I know she would like. So we went to the bridge and we went to go see doomsday. Another dope movie to watch and to be with her...so I believe there is going to be a 3rd date..

the light/the black rolex

So I'm bustin another night of work. And I'm listening to the common "the light'08" produce by just blaze. Oh my gosh I'm so feelin this track. But I'm also feeling rick ross new single , the boss.
But yeah,I am planning come back out of my shell of being humble emcee. I decide to record a 7 track album called the black rolex based off a anime cartoon called lupin the 3rd . Lupin the 3rd is known to be a thief with swagger that steady get himself into something new. Well lupin the 3rd was like my favorite show they showed on adult swim. So showin the production side of me. I found vinyl of lupin the 3rd and I also ripped some tracks from limewire and I put those together and I have the black rolex together now it takes nothing but writing and recording.

Understanding

Hey whatsup blogger/space cadets, since things been changing alot lately with life in work,music,and love. well since the sa-ra and jdavey show. jean grae gave me some nice advice about women. i took her advice, and now "i walk softly,and carry a big stick" (get your mind out the gutter). and ive been hangin out with my friend/business partner sammie lo. She introduce me to one of her close friends, her name is jane. and i met jane at the vday show at the palmer room. i notice her and we made eye contact here and there. so 2 weeks past and i went out with sammie again to the palmer room. and i had a drink (im kinda of a lightweight). well the drink was hittin me a bit so i drank cokes right after(which made it worst) well it got at a good time where i was talking to jane from time to time. and then we all decided to dance and i guess the alcohol was maken a brotha dance. so people thought i couldnt dance well i showed that i got moves. well from what i believe that might of help me out with jane developing a crush. so lets fast forward to that sunday we went jamaica gold and so we got to dance and we made contact. well lets fast forward tonight i went on a date with jane and we went to go see vantage point. and i was so nervous like a hooker in a church. she is dope

June and Jean Grae conversation about love

"Hey jean, I've been on a search for a relationship for quite sometime. But it seems that nothing good has came across to me. I get to know a girl, hang out and try to get to know them. But it turns out that they only want to be my friend. Nothing else comes after being there friend. I'm always told that I'm attractive, I'm very nice, and that I'm dope to hang out with. I don't know what I'm doing wrong? I guess what I'm saying.... I get to know a girl and when I go for the kill, they don't want nothing from but to be my friend. Well I just don't know what I'm doing wrong?" – juno

"Hi Juno,
Let's start with not using, 'go in for the kill.' I've gotten some interesting statements so far, lol... yours included. It sounds like you're already projecting a self-defeating attitude before you get anything substantial going. Rejection can do a whole lot to fuck up someone's confidence level, even if you believe like you're acting as if it isn't a blow to the ego or the way you're responding to women. Once again, 'go in for the kill' kinda gives your attitude about how you're proceeding away. Fall back a bit, focus on what it is you want and need in life, your goals and making the best decisions to be a fully rounded completely confident being. Like attracts like and the law of attraction rules. Project that happiness outwards and people will see it. They'll come to you. the RIGHT ones. You'll have to beat them off with a stick. But don't beat them off with a stick. That could land you in jail, and due to the incriminating evidence of this letter, it could be my fault. I don't want to be imprisoned, Samuel. Please put the stick down. Best of positive thinking to you, hon." - Jeannie

sa-ra and Jdavey

Hey whatsup, i kinda been tired from working a hard ass schedule. just about working 7 days a week,graveyard. well its a good hustle ,so far! well i last thursday i took off from work to go to the valentines day sa-ra and j*Davey show. Just about my blog is mostly about sa-ra and especially j*Davey. I dont know i guess thats what i listen to alot. but i like dope music like little brother,common,blu,prince,rick james,el debarge,outkast,boot camp clik, and of course sa-ra and j*Davey. well heres some pix from the night that i admire the most. the photographer took a pic of me,sam,and mike.i swear i look like a pig in the pic. here you go!!

J*Davey Performance ( I Felt she was just singing mr.mister for me ahhaha)


Left to Right(Mike,Me,Sammy Lo)


SA-RA CREATIVE PARTNERS



J*Davey Performance(Pic from my sidekick lx)


Jack Davey(all i can do is daydream , a brotha too scurred to buy her a drink)